set my mind
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
okok. i noe i said i wun blog but haiyo. feel like blogging lah. chinese seems to be a monotonous practice everyday. and it is most likely gona be like that till chinese Os come. ok, i have a new goal. i know pple will say im flickle, but thats an understatement. haha. but anyway, ive decided that studying media overseas after my diploma will do me no good at all. local media industry wun want me since ive studied oversea's media industry's trend and overseas first class honours media students are everywhere on the streets. also, if i decide to stay overseas to work its juz wun work out since im not local and obviously the locals gain advantage. so i will seem like a stateless person stuck in between sri lanka and india. so ive decided.
its getting clearer everyday that media field is the field i wanna enter but getting a course that will successfully get me into a field is definately more important. in a
kiasu society like singapore, a A level cert will definately gain more advantage that a diploma if i want to enter a JC. tho by entering a JC i will not have basic knowledge of the media studies and industry, but wad to do, this is singapore. but if i enter a poly getting into a local U which most likely will be NTU cos its so far the onli institute i noe with a good and interesting mass com in all singapore Us. yes back to poly getting into NTU, i have to be like top 5% of the poly which if i divide all the faculty and courses its probably like 0.5% of each faculty and probably only one student for each diploma course. conclusion, i have to be exceptionally well which being the practical me, its highly likely not gona be me. so, y risk the chance of being a stateless person. besides NTU only accepts like 200 to 250 students per year and only one from each poly for a particular course. so pple from JC will stand a higher chance to get into a local U. haha i make alot of sense. so, ive decided. i will work for a JC, and wad im aiming for is a place in NTU's mass com. according to the chinese proverb
"use a long string to catch a big fish." at this point of time, im still buying more strings haha. i tend to worry, wad if i crash my A level, but sum1 told me, retake la. hu cares if u take A levels how many times, wad pple eventually see is ur good results, ur highest attaiment. hmm... make sense. i doesnt kill if i do my A levels one more year and if i can do well enuff to earn a place i want in a local U, its all worth while. im exchanging for a lifetime satisfaction =)) im happy.
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new blog!
Saturday, May 21, 2005
whee! i changed my blog.haha i love the bear that eats pots of hunnyi noe its the same bg lah. but i like ithad to do tonnes of work to get the bg back
haiz~ chinese Os is cuming sigh sigh sigh.
hafta start studying and studying and realli studying oreadi
i'll update again. =))
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